AC,
I've been putting this letter off as much as I can. I can't count the amount of times I've tried to reach you only to be shut out again. But something wierd just happened, you signed online for the first time in forever, maybe you'll get my messages, maybe you won't. Did you read them, did you feel the slightest need to answer me back. We both lost a brother but your the one who decided to shut me out of your life after. We had something different that I've never had and it scared the living shit out of me.
You scared me, I cared about you so much and I can't even count the ways I was disappointed when you left, more disappointed that you couldn't say not even one word to me. He was MY brother, YOUR best friend, you know for a fact that you were the only one of his friends I actually trusted fully and now I'm just feeling hurt still, I want to know you're okay. I want to know that you're better and not as sad. I want you to show everyone who you really are; a kind, caring man who deserves nothing but happiness because of all the shit you've been through. I wish you nothing the best, it couldn't be with me around and I'll have to accept and deal with that, I hope your life takes flight..
LoveAlways,
S
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