even if the sky is falling down

C,

You couldn't have confused me any more then you have now. Two weeks ago A ripped you apart at the bar, you walked away but we still talked that night, it was different and a nice change. Things seemed different.

Then on Saturday I had to see you again, you walked out of the crowd and with impeccable timing it seemed, the band called last song and it only seemed right that we would go dance. You make me feel so comfortable around you. We split up after that, I think I went outside to gt air because it was hot and because I saw C dancing with that girl that I went to high school with. She couldn't have been more gorgeous and as much feelings that I had for him, you were the one who won, again.

A and I saw you at Subway after we left the cold streets, I was looking for somewhere warm, so were you. You sat down and ate with us and I asked you to come home with me. I don't know what I had planned I didn't want anything to happen, I just wanted to be near you. When we finally grew tired of throwing cards around my kitchen with A and T we went up to bed. We talked and I even found that hilarioous ticklish spot I didn't know you had on your side, I can't believe I didn't know about it. we laughed. We laughed so easily together, it's been like that forever. I don't remember falling asleep because I was drinking but I know that I fell asleep in your arms. When I woke up, adjusted my eyes and was about to get up, you grabbed my hand and held it, I went back to sleep just so I could be close to you.

The next day you stayed till the afternoon, I don't know if it was because you couldn't go anywhere else, or that was where you wanted to be. Whatever it was I wish that you would tell me, you're driving me crazy with going back and forth. I didn't realize you left you're t-shirt here until later on when i grabbed it thinking it was mine and smelled it to see if it was clean, all I got was the smell of your cologne and my knees went weak. I wish that one day I'll be able to say this to your face, until then it's still return to sender.

Love,
S